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Black and White – Darkness and Light

Since talking about darkness is a big taboo in spiritual peers here in Finland and there are no good articles to be found on the subject, I decided to share my own experiences on darkness and light with you. Maybe than the mist over the subject will be cleared and the taboo will be lifted…

Tarot card journeys on the Kabbalistic tree of life and confronting the devil

My first experience on the subject was when I made meditative journeys with the Tarot cards of the major arcana. I’ve read in some kabbalah book that it is possible to make meditative journeys on the tree of life using the tarot cards as your guide. So I decided to try it out myself.

   Kabbalistic tree of life with the Circle of Life Tarot cards

The tarot cards represent the spiritual journey each one of us can take during our lifetimes. Each one of us can take the journey from being a Fool to being the whole universe. When we meditate with the tarot cards, we can get acquainted with what will lay a head on our spiritual journey. According to the book I’ve read (I forgot its name), we should begin every journey on the kabbalistic tree of life, from the bottom of the tree, from the Malchut Sephira. And we most also finish each journey in that same sephira. Because the Malchut Sephira represents the physical plane, so it’s good to return to our physical bodies at the end of each meditation.

So I began doing meditative journeys on the kabbalistic tree of life, using the tarot cards.

The first journey I made was: Malchut -> Yesod -> Hod -> Malchut.

I choose the following cards for my meditative journey:

10 Wands -> XXI The World -> 9 Swords -> XIX The Sun -> 8 Cups -> XX Judgement -> 10 Pentacles.

Pentacles represent the physical realm, so I wanted to end the journey with a pentacle card. For the number cards you can choose cards from whichever suit you prefer. Each suit (Pentacles, Cups, Swords and Wands) will have a different feel to it. So, choose your cards intuitively depending on the journey you want to make.

The tarot cards I chose for my first meditative journey on the kabbalistic tree of life

During the journey, I picked the first card I have chosen, and imagined for a second that I am the hero of that card. I then moved on to the next card, and again imagined that I am the hero of that card too. And like that, I went through all the cards I have chosen until I ended back in Malchut again. With each card I got a vision or a sensation and it felt like I’m actually making a physical journey.

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Reunification of the Crystals of Lemuria and Atlantis

At the 22 of September 2009, I got a phone call from my friend, “Blue”. She told me that her friend from Estonia has come to visit her and asked me if I’d like to come and meditate with them. She said her intuition has told her to call me.

When we gathered at Blue’s house, none of us knew what we were going to do together. Blue mentioned that her friend, “Red”, used to be a Lemurian, in a previous life. I knew that Blue and I were ex Atlantians. The minute she mentioned her friend’s origin I knew what we should do: unite the crystals of Lemuria and Atlantis. I also suddenly knew that Red was an ex Lemuria priestess and that Blue was an ex Atlantian priestess.

As many of you know, mother Earth has moved into the Crystal energy era on 9.9.09. It was time to unite the male and female energies of the crystal network.

We called upon the Lemurian and Atlantian priestesses and asked them to join us in the meditation, and help us and protect us from harm. Then we went on two separate trips: Red went to the Lemurian temple and connected her heart to the Lemurian crystal energy. Blue went to the Atlantian temple and connected her heart to the Atlantian crystal energy. Then they connected their hearts together and joined the two Crystal energies into one. They then sent the unified energy to all of Humanity until the Atlantian and Lemurian energy nets became aligned and unified into one net.

Blue said that two energy spirals has started in her and that the spirals has unified the right and the left side of her brain into one. I felt the same effect in my body as well.

A week later we met again and meditated again. This time we did some shamanic traveling together. When I returned home that night I didn’t feel well. I went to sleep and woke up in the middle of the night with a huge pain in my abdominal area and new memories from my life in Atlantis.

for a few years now, I knew that I was the commander of the Atlantian army and hence also member of the ruling council of Atlantis. Our decisions in the council have led directly to the fall of Atlantis. I have made my peace with that part of my life.

That night, more memories from my time in Atlantis has surfaced: I remembered how we fought a war against Lemuria. I remembered how the Lemurians has killed my son, who was a soldier as well. I remembered how I went on a personal revenge trip against the Lemurians. I remembered how the Atlantian crack divisions has landed in Lemuria and destroyed it. I remembered how we found out that destroying the Lemurians meant that planet Earth has lost her energetic balance and that because of that Atlantis will be destroyed as well. I remembered that we organized a massive evacuation of Atlantis and tried to save as many people as we could. My last memory is standing on a deck of a ship and watching my beloved Atlantis ink in a hail of Volcano eruptions.
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The Wounded Angel

Once upon a time, there lived a pair of Angels, a male and a female Angel. They lived happily together and created wonderful things with the rest of the divine oneness.
One day, the female Angel heard about a new creation plan that another gifted Angel has invented. The new plan was to create a world, where you could experience living without a conscious connection to the divine oneness. The female Angel fell in love with the new plan and decided to help and create the new world.

The female Angel and thousands of other Angels have worked very hard until the new world was created. The Angels then went inside the new world and created physical bodies for themselves from water and earth. They lived inside the new world until their physical bodies died and then they tried to leave the new world, but they couldn’t. They got stuck in it. So they decided to be born again in the new world and try the physical existence once again and then try to leave the new world, but again they failed to leave the place.

The Angels got stuck in cycles of reincarnation, and slowly they forgot their real origin.

Since they didn’t remember who they were any more or why they are stuck in physical bodies, they started developing theories about their situation. The most popular theory was that when they created the new world, they have committed a sin against the oneness. The Angels decided that they must be sinners, and that is why they can not get out of the new world.

That is how the Angels judged themselves to be sinners.

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